I never asked for my brother, he just came to me one day. He was small cuddly and cute, what happened? Well he grew to be tall cuddly and cute. That's right someone knocked off that Sm and added a T. That's funny he actually used to call me T as a nick name. He's most recently in the past 4 years offered to be my ears, eyes and unknowingly even my soul. I received a number of letters from him, explaining, him, me, our relationship, life and just overall general opinions. My favorite are those he wrote about our upbringing and our mom and all our our relationships. Real interesting seeing what his angle has to offer. I told him one day if anything ever happened to me Id want him to take power of my children and their well-being, I still mean that. I told him I hated him until I learned I could stand him somewhere around 17yrs old and I was 24....the truth is that's probably the time I really started to understand who I was so it may have nothing to do with him.
I love him, I care, I worry and I need him in my life. He is really someone special and the world may never know him, if he doesn't learn his real potential. He has something that no one else has, he just needs to learn it and use it. Good luck John and may God be with you and heal your hurt and teach you to concuer your deepest overwhelming thoughts always. Love your sis
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