I can't express my stress...

So this is how we feel. What made you feel this way lately? Anything?

Tell you a story...Moved here to this new city 2.5 years ago...into a hotel, paying too much per day decided okay I must find a better situation. Not knowing the area I chose a roomate situation where the 3bdrm home had 1 roomate and no furniture. There and pregnant I lived in a room with my hubby, cat and fat belly for a couple months. Alone, watching a few working channels in a pink and white checkered walled small room I went nutty. We finally leased a new apartment at it was growing nearer the baby due date. So still unsure of the area and without Internet access I found a 2bd/2ba apartment. 2 years and 2 murders later it was time to search again for a new home. Craig'slist here I come, I have a computer now and a better understanding of the area. So this is what I found...a 5bd3ba acre and a half ranch home. With a pool/spa trampoline for the children and what more could I ask for. WELL LET ME TELL YOU! I have asked for the owner.landlord to complete a lease agreement, perhaps move her furniture OUT! Not to mention not to barge in and out of the home with her crapping dogs and bratty kids. Let me ask: Don't move our big screen plasma TV from one room to the next for no apparent reason. Return my damn deposit so I can move out and have a deposit for another home. What do you mean you don't have the deposit and you spent it already? I'm stressed, sick, tired, outraged and discouraged. For 1 month we have lived in 1 room on a bed and out of 3 boxes that contain scattered belongings. We have not occupied even 1 whole room out of 5 bedrooms and she has no intention of leaving. I have cleaned up her dog's crap that she left for days inside a tiny bathroom, just so I wouldn't have to smell the smell. I have heard her cats locked for days in a room meowing and scratching and smelled their mess and when they fight or cry for hunger I hear it. I'm going bizurk. I have threatened to leave my very own hubby and children behind in order to run and hide from all of this madness. I can't take much more. We're taking actions and taking it one day at a time BUT when is enough enough. We're trying to save to move, we are documenting everything and getting ready to take her to court. She is going through an adoption process and for the amount of irresponsibility she has displayed, this almost 50 year old woman deserves to raise no other children. She has currently no job, no sense of wit and after living in her home for a month she doesn't even know my hubby's name. She called him Brian. His name is Brandon, she's NUTS!!!!!!!